Whenever my eyesight catches glimpse of still, silent, an enormous sky covered with light blue coloured bedsheet that have moving feathery white cushions of clouds; my wandering thoughts just get lie down on it and cuddle with those 'cushions' to mold and carve them into different shapes through my imagination : I just can't resist this funplay as a hobby.
Soon with open eyes that still resting on skybed I found myself into a half sleep dream that makes me fly high in the air with my thoughts.This place of high defined relief of being in self company takes me to another world where I do feel my internal existence through my thoughts.
At this self-reliable state, these thoughts help me to find answers for those questions that might have been left unanswered in my brainy bag filled with daily deeds.
One such question and with its founded answer was:
"What should one do to feel own internal existence ?"
Considering external appearance 'mirror image' will get thumbs up but for internal existence to be felt one need to find other ways to get connect with himself except if he desire to.
Just desiring can't be enough one must search the way accordingly ,with his own internal 'interest' which might led him to know the specific things about self while accepting limitations. Certainly there are many ways to get connect with ourselves : reading interesting books , writing articles and poems , travelling natural scenic places or historical sites , garderning wonder land and many other strange one, that all quite seems to be like our 'hobbies'.
Yes, hobbies with which we can get along with ourselves and really can look through 'the mirror' that enable us to feel our existence for ourselves. Hobbies let us do something we love—something we don't have to do for any other or any other reason except that make us able to feel a rush of excitement and joy for own existence.
Hobbies are often something for which we think to have tons of free time even with bussy schedule.Having hobbies are worth because of the many emotional, mental, pschological and physical benefits like stress management in today's bussy bee life and leading our mind to new ways of seeing the world. Hobbies are also our internal mirror replicas as by knowing them one can have introduction with himself as well as could bond with others too, so preserve and serve hobbies to have joy ride with your own artistic persona.
What are my hobbies? One of them is quite strange and I have already shared it in very first para of this article. It helped me to get connect with my own thoughts to build up self aura and I need to be thankful about.
Hmmm...In between this internal conversation, again I started my funplay hobby. This time I was shaping one of the cloud to look like my little 'Angel's face'. After a while I called her, "Come here. Look ...." But I lowered my voice soon as that sculpture of cloud resembled to her could only get recognised by an artist who carved it. Thanks to my 'hobby.